I love you Barb.

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

Dont want to close my eyes
I dont want to fall asleep
Cause Id miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
Id still miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And Im wondering what youre dreaming
Wondering if its me youre seeing
Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God were together
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever

Dont want to close my eyes
I dont want to fall asleep
Cause Id miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
Id still miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing

I dont want to miss one smile
I dont want to miss one kiss
I just want to be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just want to hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Dont want to close my eyes
I dont want to fall asleep
Cause Id miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing

Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
Id still miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing
Dont want to close my eyes
I dont want to fall asleep
I dont want to miss a thing

5 years babey, 5 years of hardship, love, agony and ecstacy. I would do it over again in a heartbeat. The first trip to Prescott. The "angels" singing on that night, you know the one I'm talking about. Our perfect wedding, even the geese were perfect that day. The being broke and being rich at the same time. The fights and making up afterwards. Your electric touch both physical and mental. The look on your face when I showed you my special places like Undici-Undici and Jerome, the places I never thought anyone else would ever be. Even my dark places, you bring light to them. I'm sitting here watching you sleep, I'm listening to you breathe. 5 years of the most mind-bending, gut wrenching amazing things that I though I would never have. The entire reason I'm going to nursing school is to make everything better for you. Without you I would be living in my old VW bus with a couple of kettlebells and a shitload of pot on a beach in Cali. And I would think I was happy, I would be wrong. You are my California.
We have always been and will always be opposite, Ying and Yang, neither complete without the other. We are the different sides of the same amazing thing.
Today was perfect, not many people can say they have had a perfect day. It was simple, it was us and it was perfect. I feel you breathe, I feel you speak before open your mouth. I feel you think when we are not together. Here is the the past 5 and the future 50, I love you with everything that I am.